11.10.2007

Prayer



There's just something about praying in a group...wherever I am, with whoever...When I join hands with people in a circle to pray and close my eyes, I feels as if everything turns white and I'm super far from everyone else, but we're still connected, holding hands in a circle. It's as if God is in the middle of us, listening. Maybe it's just in my head, but it's still so powerful to me.

I've haven't been going to fellowships recently, because of a few reasons..
1) Time...there's just so little time and so many things that matter to me. I figure I can invest my time into things that I won't be able to experience later on in life, such as VSA, SASC, and being part of other campus orgs, I'll always have God and the church later in life
2) I'm good with God right now..I think...so I don't really NEED a fellowship right now..
3) Especially with IV, it's been a long time since Freshmen year when I really got to know people, I feel disconnected from a lot of people, I recognize them on campus, but I hesitate to say Hi because I don't know if they remember me...so yea..But I bumped into Jessica on the way home and she was telling me how they're trying to bond too, that not too many people in our class really KNOW KNOW each other. They're doing a get together away from Berkeley and maybe camping to get know each other, but again I can't go because of so many other commitments..*sigh*

So I go when I can, to Seekers after work and to IV on Fridays that don't have anything else. Worshiping and praying with each other is great and I'll do it whenever I can.

Gosh..there's so many things to be a part of at Berkeley...to do the things I love with the people I love.

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